Last night Kazim ..hmm sgt clingy! ( ohh.. he is only a month old so I don't think they are really even "clingy" at that age,he feels comfort around us, I guess).Tp paling geram tiba-tiba smalam dia taknak Apeng/Aman pegang dia.Bila yours truly amik, dia diam..then bila Apeng/ Aman amik dia balik, dia nangis balik yg sampai menjerit2 tu, sumpah suara Kazim kuat sgt....ayoyo..Kitorang try 2-3 times, mmg sah-sah dia taknak ngn Apeng/Aman smalam.I can't even let my husband hold him without him crying and reaching out for me..tak ke melekat namanya tu?My husband sampai tukar baju sbb dia rasa baju tu bau sabun kuat sgt.Igt ke si kecik ni tak suka that bau sabun tu.
Geeeerrramm sgt2 okeh, tapi bila tgk muka Kazim kesian la pulak.Tolong la jgn buat I camni Kazim!I found it impossible to get anything done - either having a shower or going to the loo.. Nasibla smalam bukan nak terpoo-poo ke hape. All this while,Im trying my best to make him feel loved,safe and secure.
Pelik bin ajaib sungguh, tiba2 smalam dia jadi camtu.Selama ni, Kazim preferred to sleep with his papa rather than me!Kalau Apeng/ Aman yg tdokan..seryes cepat je..kalau ngn yours truly, bercinta alamatnya!
However,I need to accept the fact that during this clingy phase, Kazim has more intense needs for some reason.This behavior is very common but hopefully does not last long.
Oklah, off to Lala Land now!
Nak mimpi Hermes Birkin sat..:p
More stories on Kazim later!